Kemistry – It’s a matter of time

I have three sisters. One of which I have no relationship at all with. She is 5 years my senior and we have never gotten along. She wanted to be my scolder and discipliner ever since I can remember. When she was a bad teenage person, she failed to protect me, and my spirit was severely damaged. When she found Jesus, she forced me to go to church with her, even though no one else in our family went. Even in good, she tortured me. I never thought of it until right this moment, maybe I should appreciate her introducing Jesus to me. Hmmm, maybe it was her attempt at redemption. Anyway, we still don’t get along. I feel she is mean to the core of her. Rare title, but honestly descriptive. She is married to a man that I despise just as much. He has a host of his own issues. But every time I hear the following song I think of them. I think of myself. 

Artist: Kemistry
Song: Matter of time

How can we be more like your brother
He was tall thin and fine
The head of his class yeah yeah
And everybody liked him hey
He’d spent his whole life chasing heaven
But never seemed to find it
‘Cause heaven resides right here
On the inside yeah
And people go from bad to good in just
The blink of an eye oh yeah
If they can go from bad to good I guess
Then so can I hmm yeah
It’s a matter of time